Tuesday, October 09, 2007

A Woman of Nite's Plight

A Woman of Nite
Realizes her plight
In her current situation

A Woman of Nite
Takes no delight
In the fight that she is in everyday now

A Woman of Nite
Knows how to sacrifice her needs and her wants
That’s all she done

A Woman of Nite
Would take flight from the numb-ness of it all

A Woman of Nite
Escapes behind the pages of a novel
That balances her as she wobbles
Day after day night after night

A Woman of Nite
Understands that the light that shines is totally false
That is the fantasy of it all
Nothing more than a few words on a paper
Burning like a slow cinder

A Woman of Nite
Is up night after night
Wondering if it will all be worthwhile

A Woman of Nite
Has lost her appetite
Her taste for nice
And mourns the life that once was

A Woman of Nite
Has a dream of creating a new reality
Where no one can hurt me
Where no one can feel me
Where no can see me
Where disappointment is not a verb

A Woman of Nite
Oftens sit silent
On a road with no cars
Wondering where you are and what you feel.

A Woman of Nite
Stays up late for time
That we can talk and be together
But how is that helpful?
She wonders in jest
Except to make me crazier at best

A Woman of Nite
Knows that she is right
To pull back more and more

A Woman of Nite
Wishes she could analyze
The stuff her dreams are made of

A Woman of Nite
Would love to be held tight
Felt needed and wanted and hot

A Woman of Nite
Must more and more realize
That it is in fact no more that a rouse.

A Woman of Nite
Must be satisfied in being alone

A Woman of Nite
Turns off the light
And cries herself to bed
A Woman of Nite
Wishes you goodnight
And sometimes wishes herself dead

Friday, October 05, 2007

Supper's Ready

Walking across the sitting-room, I turn the television off.
Sitting beside you, I look into your eyes.
As the sound of motor cars fades in the night time,
I swear I saw your face change, it didn't seem quite right.
...And it's hello babe with your guardian eyes so blue
Hey my baby don't you know our love is true.

Coming closer with our eyes, a distance falls around our bodies.
Out in the garden, the moon seems very bright,
Six saintly shrouded men move across the lawn slowly.
The seventh walks in front with a cross held high in hand.
...And it's hey babe your supper's waiting for you.
Hey my baby, don't you know our love is true.

I've been so far from here,
Far from your warm arms.
It's good to feel you again,
It's been a long long time. Hasn't it?

Genesis

NUMB

No sleep, no sex for you from your ex-girlfriend I was too deep, I can't let you go and just jump in At times I would push my feelings aside to let you feel I'm novicane I'm numb and nothing's real Like the coldest winter, I am frozen from you I was weak before now you made me so numb I can't feel much for you anymore I gave you my all, my baby I'm numb, numb, numb But the tears were silent inside you see But the tears were silent inside you see I laid there quiet, watched you have your way with me I might have cried, the tears were silent inside you see You called me names, made me feel like I was dumb I didn't feel a thing and now I'm gone, gone, gone Like a battered child I got used to your pain But you know its cuz I was weak before now you made me so numb I can't feel much for you anymore I gave you my all, my baby I'm numb, numb, numb I was weak before now you made me so numb I can't feel much for you anymore I gave you my all, my baby I'm numb, numb, numb Don't feel a thing, don't feel the pain Numb, numb, numb Said I was weak before now you made me so numb I can't feel much for you anymore I gave you my all, my baby I'm numb, numb, numb I was weak for Said now I'm numb, numb, numb No, no, no, no
Pink

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OH

Oh my god I haven’t cum like that
Since years back
Don’t know where I’m at
It’s scared me and dares me and I cry so hard at the end.
With pleasure with pain
Losses and gains.
Your not even here
Your so fucking far away
I can’t tell you what I really feel today
I hate myself for feeling like this
Come back here and lets just kiss
Oh my god I’m confused how can I want you?
You're so far

you're so far
you're so far away.

Oh my god I cannot believe I came like that
I thought I was having a heart attack.
Can you see me? Do want me? Is this just a fun thing?
I can’t help I can’t help it
It’s like you’ve opened up a gate
I gushing and flushing, heating up and feeling myself
I'm moving and shaking both inside and out
What was past is past is past
I want you to come here and give it to me fast
And hard
And strong
And loving
And cuming and cuming again.
I want to hear you moan and say my name
Tell me that you want me
Lick me there
Feel me here
Pull me near
I just fear
That you’ve opened me up in more ways than one
Oh god I can’t believe
Oh god I can’t believe
Oh god I can’t believe
That you've made me cum
And your not even here
What have you done?
What have you done?