A Woman of Nite's Plight

A Woman of Nite
Realizes her plight
In her current situation

A Woman of Nite
Takes no delight
In the fight that she is in everyday now

A Woman of Nite
Knows how to sacrifice her needs and her wants
That’s all she done

A Woman of Nite
Would take flight from the numb-ness of it all

A Woman of Nite
Escapes behind the pages of a novel
That balances her as she wobbles
Day after day night after night

A Woman of Nite
Understands that the light that shines is totally false
That is the fantasy of it all
Nothing more than a few words on a paper
Burning like a slow cinder

A Woman of Nite
Is up night after night
Wondering if it will all be worthwhile

A Woman of Nite
Has lost her appetite
Her taste for nice
And mourns the life that once was

A Woman of Nite
Has a dream of creating a new reality
Where no one can hurt me
Where no one can feel me
Where no can see me
Where disappointment is not a verb

A Woman of Nite
Oftens sit silent
On a road with no cars
Wondering where you are and what you feel.

A Woman of Nite
Stays up late for time
That we can talk and be together
But how is that helpful?
She wonders in jest
Except to make me crazier at best

A Woman of Nite
Knows that she is right
To pull back more and more

A Woman of Nite
Wishes she could analyze
The stuff her dreams are made of

A Woman of Nite
Would love to be held tight
Felt needed and wanted and hot

A Woman of Nite
Must more and more realize
That it is in fact no more that a rouse.

A Woman of Nite
Must be satisfied in being alone

A Woman of Nite
Turns off the light
And cries herself to bed
A Woman of Nite
Wishes you goodnight
And sometimes wishes herself dead

Supper's Ready

Walking across the sitting-room, I turn the television off.
Sitting beside you, I look into your eyes.
As the sound of motor cars fades in the night time,
I swear I saw your face change, it didn't seem quite right.
...And it's hello babe with your guardian eyes so blue
Hey my baby don't you know our love is true.

Coming closer with our eyes, a distance falls around our bodies.
Out in the garden, the moon seems very bright,
Six saintly shrouded men move across the lawn slowly.
The seventh walks in front with a cross held high in hand.
...And it's hey babe your supper's waiting for you.
Hey my baby, don't you know our love is true.

I've been so far from here,
Far from your warm arms.
It's good to feel you again,
It's been a long long time. Hasn't it?

Genesis

NUMB

No sleep, no sex for you from your ex-girlfriend I was too deep, I can't let you go and just jump in At times I would push my feelings aside to let you feel I'm novicane I'm numb and nothing's real Like the coldest winter, I am frozen from you I was weak before now you made me so numb I can't feel much for you anymore I gave you my all, my baby I'm numb, numb, numb But the tears were silent inside you see But the tears were silent inside you see I laid there quiet, watched you have your way with me I might have cried, the tears were silent inside you see You called me names, made me feel like I was dumb I didn't feel a thing and now I'm gone, gone, gone Like a battered child I got used to your pain But you know its cuz I was weak before now you made me so numb I can't feel much for you anymore I gave you my all, my baby I'm numb, numb, numb I was weak before now you made me so numb I can't feel much for you anymore I gave you my all, my baby I'm numb, numb, numb Don't feel a thing, don't feel the pain Numb, numb, numb Said I was weak before now you made me so numb I can't feel much for you anymore I gave you my all, my baby I'm numb, numb, numb I was weak for Said now I'm numb, numb, numb No, no, no, no
Pink

OH

Oh my god I haven’t cum like that
Since years back
Don’t know where I’m at
It’s scared me and dares me and I cry so hard at the end.
With pleasure with pain
Losses and gains.
Your not even here
Your so fucking far away
I can’t tell you what I really feel today
I hate myself for feeling like this
Come back here and lets just kiss
Oh my god I’m confused how can I want you?
You're so far
you're so far
you're so far away.

Oh my god I cannot believe I came like that
I thought I was having a heart attack.
Can you see me? Do want me? Is this just a fun thing?
I can’t help I can’t help it
It’s like you’ve opened up a gate
I gushing and flushing, heating up and feeling myself
I'm moving and shaking both inside and out
What was past is past is past
I want you to come here and give it to me fast
And hard
And strong
And loving
And cuming and cuming again.
I want to hear you moan and say my name
Tell me that you want me
Lick me there
Feel me here
Pull me near
I just fear
That you’ve opened me up in more ways than one
Oh god I can’t believe
Oh god I can’t believe
Oh god I can’t believe
That you've made me cum
And your not even here
What have you done?
What have you done?

Welcome to my wonderland
My voice is getting stronger than
If you wanna take my hand
I will remind you what it’s like to be a man

Let’s dance and sing and sit by a fire
I’ll let you go down on me… jump start my desire
Pull your pants around your legs
No need for you to masturbate
I’ll take care of you
Your body
Your soul
Your needs
You know…

Dirty boy and dirty girl
Tired of hiding behind a veil of guilt
Talk hard
Talk hard
Make me feel soft all over
Find my rhythm
Find my beat
Make my body explode with heat

What is that I want from you?
Maybe nothing but a wonderful screw
But the truth remains you turn me on from a far
Why won’t you talk to me?
Why not recharge?
And bask in my words
Swim in my soul
Push me down and make me whole.

Welcome to my wonderland
Would you like to play again?

All Fall Down

Daddy doesn't tell your mommy everything
And when he gets home it'll be the same thing
And what Mommy doesn't know won't hurt her in the end
And then those little lies hit you right Between the eyes again
Mommy thinks she's getting onTries out a new life
But Daddy doesn't notice 'cause he's out On the night lights
And it's tearing out her heart Turning love stains into fear
And it's killing all those dreams
All those hopes we held so dear

And when your world falls down Don't lean on me

Daddy doesn't tell your mommy everything And when he gets home it'll be the same thing
And what Mommy doesn't know won't hurt her in the end
And then those little lies hit you rightBetween the eyes again
And then we all fall down
Don't lean on me

Platblonde

Shh...

Shh…
Come closer
I can hear your breathing

Shh…
Don’t say anything
Just kiss me
How long has it been since I felt the twinge
Any where any how in my body

Shh…
Come closer
Put your mouth on me
Hands into my hair
Pull me in till we breathe the same air

Stop…
Take it slow
Don’t you know
I need this to last for a while

Shh..
Don’t say my secret
That it has been years
Since I have been kissed, truly kissed
And the images run wild

Shh…
Slip your tongue in
Moan a little
Say my name
Kiss me harder but in a passionate way

Groan…
Bring me closer
Deeper into your embrace
Lock your arms around me
Tell me that you’ll wait as long as it takes

Groan…
Pull my hair back
Kiss my neck my chin my cheeks

Hurry…
Make your way back to my mouth
Kissing me deeper and deeper and then…

Shh…
Come closer
Let me tell you what I want to feel
Lift my skirt up
Take my top off
Explore my layers like an onion has peels

Groan
Say my name
Say my name
Say my name
And all the while kiss me just the same

Shh…
Come closer
Let me whisper in your ear
And I will tell you how to please me, feed me, and need me
Hold me so that I do not disappear

Shh….
Come closer…
I can hear you breathe

A Woman of Nite
Keeps it tight
Deep inside
But her outside parts
Wide…
Open…

Come for a joyride
Just for a time
No obligation
No money back guarantee
Just stay long enough to fulfill me
Not a lot of needs or a lot wants
Just some fun
Feel like a woman for once.

What do you say to a glass half full?
Fill me up more
Don’t worry I won’t spill
Keep your secrets that I will
Until
We can come out from the shadows

You’re a figment of my past
Lighting the future with nothing but fantasy
In my head we play this game
Nothings real
Except my need
To be filled
No idea who I really am
I hide
In the shadows
Like I always have

I hide myself from you and all others
Taking comfort knowing you cannot see me.
What would it take for me to let go
That is a question
Only you
Have the answer to.

Listen - Dream Lyrics

Listen,To the song here in my heart
A melody I start
But can't complete
Listen, to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning
To find release
Oh,the time has comefor my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own all cause you won't
Listen....
Listen,I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home, in my own home
And I've tried and triedTo say whats on my mind
You should have known
Oh,
Now I'm done believin you
You don't know what I'm feelin
I'm more than what, you made of meI followed the voiceyou gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..
You should have listened
There is someone here inside
Someone I'd thought had diedSooo long ago
Ohh I'm free now and my dreams 'll be heard
They will not be pushed aside or turnedInto your own All cause you won't
Listen...
I don't know where I belong
But i'll be movin on
If you don't....
If you won't....
LISTEN!!!...
To the song here in my heart
A melody I start
But I will complete
Oh,
Now i'm done believin you
You dont know what I'm feelinI'm more than what, you made of meI followed the voice, you think you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..my own...

Coming Back?

I’m coming back…
I think…
Slowly coming up for air…
Not sure if I can breathe…
Too much pain up in here.

I’m still hiding
Jumping the light for the shadows
Can you see me?
Not at all
Not at all
See what ya want
Y’all are not in my hell

No sleep
No death
No where to fucking run
Hair’s not right
Body’s a fright
Where the hell am I?

But I don’t want to hurt anymore
Damn these tears just won’t flow
And when they do I am ashamed
Lord Jesus or whatever’s your name
Can’t find my game
And you know I wanna play
Why you do me like this?
Why you do me like this?

I am not your servant
I am not to blame
But I know you think that I will never be the same
Lost my game
Try again
Pick me up
Drop me back
Not even a cat has that many lives

I am strong I can beat it
I am soft just can’t be it no more
Why y’all won’t let me cry?
Why should I take it in stride?
When you do you’re a hero
When you don’t you complain
There is no comfortable medium
Y’all are insane
Can’t you see my pain?
Fuck you TG
Fuck you TW
Fuck you MS
Y’all are nothing but trouble
And if I had a dream
Dog if I had a dream….
It would be to go back and change everything
Starting from birth